Sunday, August 30, 2009
heyyyy ..
yesterday :
went to library with diana and hidayah in the afternoon..
i was so damn tired as it was my first day of puasa ..
hahaha..
sat and do my homework..
teman dorang gy mad ..
just sit down at outside ..
tgk orang ..
gerek ..
hahaha..
jalan2 at cwp..
den go back home..
i am so damn tired..
baru nak tidur je..
my mother say siap2 ..
kiter nak gy angsana and pandan ..
i was like penatnyer..
so siap2..
wait for my brother bcause he got somthing at school..
around 6.30 .. we go..
and at jb it was jam and we had to berbuka kat dalm kereta..
tapi nasib baik my brother bring many snacks..
and my mother dah bekalkan drinks..
so went to angsana first ..
makan at marrybrown..
hmmm yummy..
den search for my high heels..
i ask my mum and call my cuzz
mane kedai summit ?
search and at last jumpa..
buy..
it was so nice..
hehehe..
them buy my brother and my father things and headed to pandan..
at there meet my cuz as dah janji ..
best giler..
buy my baju raya..
and it is black and the patterns are white..
lawa siot..
my cuzzs semua dh beli baju and semua black and white..
it was so hot at there..
semua mat kat sane macam siak jer..
me and one of my cuz macam nak sepak satu mat ni..
sibuk jer..
geram siot..
walkwalkwalk..
gerek seh around 12.30 midnight baru balik..
den went back to my kampung sleep at there..
chitchat..
sahur ..
sen sleep..
den wake up at 6.30..
i think i only slept for 3 or 2 hours..
den my mother say ..
asal muka pucat ..
den check my forehead i got fever..
arghh..
brg seh..
tak gy madrasah..
so went back to singapore hntr my brother first baru balik rumah..
den just sleep tak leh bgn seh..
so tak dpt gy lib to meet the art stds..
sleep until berbuka..
now currently chat with yaz..
hmmm..ok den bye :)
Thursday, August 27, 2009
is there any hope for me ??
am i really going lost my two best friend?
i really miss going out with them ..
biouls ??
i don't know ..
maybe no more ..
am i losing them ??
this is totally complicated..
dulu kiter selalu kluar sama,ddk samer 2..
but now?
korang faham tak?tak perasan ker?
huh?
tak akn ku sorang jer perasan..
ku btul2 kena luahkan..
maybe satu dah makin popular,lawa
lagi satu i don't know..
and so lagy satu tah ..
aku pun diam je lah..
just ikut rentak dorang ..
hmmmm..
ku bkn aper ..
just nak korang tahu ..
brapa miss nyer aku kluar dgn korang ..
gy library samer2 and many more..
haiz..
i really care that's why i write this..
i am sorry if i will hurt someone if i write like this..
i miss biouls :)
korang ?
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
today not much to say arhhhh..
boring + fun ..
art was boring ..
as usual ..
draw..draw..draw..
many of them laugh about me..
because of some thingsss..
& my face turns red ..
arhhhhh..
today i did not fast ..
already 4 days u know..
x gerek seh
hmmmmm
aqillah ask me to update so i update larhhh..
hehehe :)
maybe i still like
maybe not :(
gerenti bkan mutusami k ..
Monday, August 24, 2009
HEYYY YO :)
Today was damnnn boring ...
i cannot fast so i feel so damn tired ..
damn tired ..
diana never come ..
boring seh ...
i just heard this song ..
jangan menyerah from d'masiv(indonesian band)
it really touch my heart ..
jangan kau sesali dengan segala yang terjadi..
syukurilah apa yang ada ..
hidup adalah anugerah : )
i like this song ...
ok lah that's all..
can't wait for tomorrow ...
& btw tomorow someone birthday..
hehehe :)
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
today went to ITE mapherson..
it is okayyyy ...
not so that
fun..
tomorrow will go again..
i hope it will be fun :(i don't know what is happening to me and my life..
nothing is to be perfect for me
friends,family,school and everything ..
i really don't know..
i feel so stress,feel like dying and many more..
i don't know is there happiness for me??
is there?
but i should be 'syukur' but i don't know..
nobody understand me..
nobody knows how i feel..
this is really complicated..
but anyone who i have hurt
i am really sorry..
i just feel something is really is not right..
i feel more moody,less talk and more emotional..
i really don't know why i am becoming like this :(
Sunday, August 16, 2009
today was so
damn boring..
my parents went to kampong so left me and my younger brother at home..
his friends came..
so i am alone at here..
just now had religous class..
it is okay..
yesterday tak jadi gy umah nenek so we went to geylang to watch the lights..
it was so boring..
the concert was
.....okay watever..
actually malas nak update but tak de kerja arhh nak buat..
ok den..
tomorrow have physics retest..arghh haven't study..
my brother friends are so noisy..
cannot concentrate..
:)
Saturday, August 15, 2009
yesterday was
funacompany diana,aqillah,rifqah to eunos for the make up thingy..
they look really
gorgeous with the make up thingy..
i took pictures of them..
lawa siot..
jealous..u know..
but i had to go back early so tak dpt ikut drg gy bugis..
haiz..
so went
back home alone..
boring seh..
today
chat with
aqillah den
diana..
diana ask me
'ko rse ku hrs lyn die ke tk'ku ckp
'tak'
kau nak tahu asl..
sebab i think klau kau masih sukakan dier kau layan ..
kalau tk tak yah..
layan as a friend kan boleh jugak..
jangan nangis lagy diana..
forget him find other guys tak are ok to you..
hehehe..
i gtg going to senkang to my nenek and atok house..
dardar..
:)
hey..
olb blog cannot be open..
that's suckk..
anyone saw this blog relink k..
:)
have fun..